Wednesday, November 30, 2011
OK, so I've been feeling like shit for a couple of weeks again.
Thwack! Right in the middle of my head. In mean, deep in the middle of my head. The 'blahs'. No, worse.
The pre-holiday angst. The day after Thanksgiving, I began crying as neighbor after neighbor began decorating their houses.
Everything was making me cry.
My poor kids. Poor mama, boo hoo.
And the funk just kept funking.
A huge battle of ego versus spirit.
I needed this on top of taking care of my Dad?
I think not.
But how to mentally & physically drag myself out of this deep abyss of holiday seasonitis horibillis?
And then it happened. Between my handfuls of vitamins & prescriptions it seems that I forgot one non-descript vial.
The vial that delivers.
I had forgotten my hormones for over 2 weeks. Could that possibly have been what was fucking me over and over and over???
You bet your bippy it was!
From the first schmear, oy, such a difference.
So please, if I find myself slidding down my slippery slope, you have permission to ask if I've taken my hormones lately!
I LOVE THEM.
A schmear & a smile!
And I am out of here.